Rindu

Tak banyak yang bisa kukatakan padamu. Selain langit yg masih abu-abu. Juga jejak-jejak hujan yang menyisakan dedaunan basah di halaman. Sementara angin masih saja membawaku ke sebuah ruang yang dipenuhi ingatan-ingatanku padamu. Dan memaksaku kembali menyimpan rindu yang masih saja berselisih dengan jarak dan waktu.

Love

Dear Claire, 

"What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? 

I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. 

If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. 

I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like: love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for, 

but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I'd have the courage to seize it. And Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will. 

All my love, 

Juliet

i always love that movie, nonton berkali-kali ga pernah sekalipun bosan. "what if " kata-kata itu sekarang lagi menuhin isi kepala. what if...seandainya aku ga mengenal kamu, what if...seandainya aku ga jatuh cinta sama kmu, what if...seandainya ceritanya berbeda. i love you and you love me, but somehow we can't be together. but this is my story and i'm glad to know you, and fall in love with you.  

why??

disaat aku butuh tempat untuk menangis,,

tapi kaulah yang membuatku menangis,,

disaat aku butuh teman untuk berbagi tawa,,

tapi kau malah menghapus tawa itu,,

disaat aku ingin menghabiskan waktu bersama mu,,

tapi kau malah memilih bersama orang lain,,

nothing

you...someone that i used to call a 'friend'
you teach me how to break the line
you teach me a lot of thing that i never expecting to do

you...someone that i never expecting in my life
you just get in to my head...
my life...
even when i realize this is nothing

you...someone that i know never ever fall for me
you make me fall for you
you make me fall for nothing

you...someone that i used to call a 'friend'
you want me always be your friend
after what we did together...

so...
all of this is just for nothing

and the stupid thing that i realize is...
'i know it from the beginning'

nothing to start of...
ending for nothing...

it's just nothing...!!!

-etha-

sakitku ...

sakitku ...

tak satu orangpun yg tau ...

karena ku simpan rapat di dalam hatiku ..

secelah rongga pun tak kan kubiarkan terlihat ...

sakitku ...

bahkan dirimu pun tak pernah tau ...

sangat perih ...

teramat menusuk bak ujung pedang ...

berat laksana bongkahan batu ...

menyesakkan dada hingga bernafas pun susah ...

mengalirkan telaga bening dari kelopak mata ...

sakitku ...

teramat sakit disaat ku melihat ...

bagaimana rapinya kau menyimpan kenangan kita ...

seakan kau tak pernah mengenal ku ...

sakitku ...

hanya milikku ...